Observations on Enjoyment and Manifestation

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* I am enjoying men more.  Not in a slutty sort of way but in simply watching them move, interact, be.  At the end of my workout, I often find myself just sitting for 10 minutes or so, watching the hundreds of muscular twenty-somethings in t-shirts and shorts on the athletic field. There was a time when I wouldn’t be “caught looking” but now I can enjoy them for the male creatures they are.

* I still enjoy being around people who like to save people, especially dating them–doctors, defense lawyers, Special Ops commando boys, firefighters, etc.  However, I’m less inclined to spend time around people who like to save others by “sacrificing” themselves and making sure everyone knows how much they are sacrificing and I guess that’s the difference between heroes and martyrs.   Yes, “martyrs” has become a negative word, and we have only the look-at-all-the-things-I’ve-done-for-you crowd to thank for that. 

* I enjoy being busy and I enjoy being with people who stay busy even if it’s busy relaxing or playing.  In talking to a man who has at least as many ongoing projects as I do, I realized I admired him far more than the guy who goes home from work and plops down in front of the TV for the next six hours.  Busy people keep the energy around them stirred up, and neither it nor they tend to stagnate.

*The more I enjoy life and whatever I’m doing, the faster things seem to manifest for me.  The feelings and emotions are stronger yet even, and the visualization and mental blueprinting are more vivid than ever before.